About the last post…
March 15, 2008 § 3 Comments
When I woke up today, the one thing screaming around in my mind was “Why the hell did you write that post on marriage?” “Why?”, I asked myself, feeling so idiotic that it surprised me(I usually feel idiotic, but never to that degree 😛 ). But now its published and I can’t go back (I might pull it though). It was just there at the back of my mind really, whatever I have written. I know it sounds weird, but then again its me. I don’t know, maybe its my own failure at relationships that makes me look at it this way. Then again, maybe not.
I blame it all on Hyderabad!! 😀 . It has done that, which Mumbai has tried to do for the past 10 years (and failed), push me over the brink of sanity. Maybe its the solitude of having no TV, no attention grabbing form of entertainment, no family present and few friends, which gives me enough time to think all this through. Whatever it is, I don’t like it! I need to get back to being the irreverent, Himace mocking, unemotional, goofy self again. Somehow; someway.